Well its time to clean up the old website a bit... Been meaning to for quite some time now but never really got around to it. The old site had some links that no longer worked because I was hosting the content on a different site that is long gone..
If you want to go see the old site scope it out here: the old ihavearobotarm.com
Thanks to Serghio for the assistance with making a much nicer looking site!
"Through Struggle" Yeah Only through struggle have I found rest With a piece of me taken away I begin to understand Hollow out this machine like chest With its gears that turn to make me feel And assembled thoughts that fade away Only through struggle have I found rest Only through struggle have I found rest Remove from me (from me) (This de...) This deception (...ception) (That I) That I called love (called love) (That I) That I called love (called love) Yeah With its gears that turn to make me feel And assembled thoughts that fade away Remove from me (remove from me) This deception (that I that I) That I called love (that I called love) That I called love Only through struggle have I found rest With a piece of me taken away I begin to understand I begin to understand I begin to understand Love
"Confined" Yeah That night that I never came home Wandering souls captured my thoughts Emptiness filled my mind Urgency spoke her lies In the confines of these grey walls I watched them move together Taking me places that I cannot remember (remember) We have been poured out Into a loveless bride How quickly I forget That this is meaningless How quickly I forget That this is meaningless (Yeah) In a world passing through my fingers I still chase the wind How quickly I forget That this is meaningless How quickly I forget That this is meaningless Yeah What have I learned from yesterday? What have I learned from yesterday?
"The Sound Of Truth" We have all heard what we wanted to hear "Truth" that sounds right to our ears But what wisdom is there within us To live based on the feeling of our hearts How many times has instinct let us down Never to be thought through Never to be questioned Say what you really mean When your ambition calls you For what use is there in praying If you will only hear what you want to hear? We speak of fighting to resist this world But what about the battle within us? If we have chosen to live against the grain Then why are we all facing the same way? There is no difference between us and them If we all blindly seek truth from sentiments
"The Darkest Nights" For so long I have felt alone Content to live with unrest Longing faded into countless nights That buried my weary heart But You brought an end To this dead hour And meaning to a calloused life Held in Your arms But too far from my heart These thoughts Will carry me Through the darkest nights While your eyes rest in These thoughts Will carry me Through the darkest nights While your eyes rest in mine I remember the way you looked at me And the way you drew Drew me close With one deep sigh Scattering pieces of my My restless mind Forgetting all that we have left behind We have left behind We have left behind We have left behind These thoughts Will carry me Through the darkest nights While your eyes rest in
"I Never Wanted" I never wanted And I never cared before Now take it all back This is a new day How I long to regress To the days before I took upon myself The obsessions of this world A day of innocence equating beauty For tomorrow may fall And today is already gone Now take it back This is a new day I've grown tired of chasing Convinced I was in need And now the years I've spent Only a slave to this Tomorrow may fall And today is already gone I will no longer adore These things that will never satisfy me I have seen my world change And then go back to where it came In this vicious circle We are all brought back to life Only to die again But without these barren obsessions I am simply free
"Forever" Forever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me we tried so hard to understand and reason but in that one moment I gave my heart away I gave my heart away in that moment I gave my heart away in that moment I gave my heart away (I gave my heart away) What perfect breath where my mind lay beside me and all I knew was what had overtaken me with no reason I am comforted by the inability to understand Forever your eyes will hold the memory I saw your heart as it overtook me we tried so hard to understand and reason but in that one moment I gave my heart away I gave my heart away in that moment I gave my heart away in that moment I gave my heart away (I gave my heart away) Forever your eyes will hold the memory Forever your eyes will hold the memory Forever your eyes will hold the memory When I wake from this dream Will your smile still open my heart leaving me transparent When I wake from this dream Will your smile still open my heart
"Elegy" Did you ever see me or could you even see at all I looked at your cold white face, so still, so empty Yet I knew you were at, Knew you were at rest much more comforted than I What else could I find to replace who you were It was the carefree unrestricted love that You never meant to give You never had the choice You never had the guilt You never had the choice It was your innocence It was part of who you were It was the comfort of a friend You never meant to give you never had the choice It was your innocence It was part of who you were It was your innocence It was the comfort of a friend It was your innocence It was part of who you were It was your innocence It was the comfort of a friend